Sometimes we would stroke your brow , and sometimes we would wonder how , in all our days we would let you go , from that thing you weren't supposed to know...
We would laugh and joke , some even smoked , but deep inside we were hurt and broke , and it really didnt matter if we all felt choacked , as we sat round you and babbled and spoke about nothing important...
When your passing was upon us and we said our goodbyes , you lay there so silent not moving your eyes , we tried to be strong but to no avail , as we were all told to leave , we started to grieve, that was the first nail...
Your funeral was hard you know , I watched our family come and go, all afraid of stepping on toes as decisions were made about how it should go.I learnt more on that day about jelousy and hate and to this date I will never relate....
The weeks and months turned into years and since you left us we're still in tears , our thoughts and fears have never faded , just our family ties and selfish ways are still left broken by the truths that will never be spoken...
One saving grace that unites us in peace is the love that we had for you was honest and true just remember dear sister no words are more true , we love you forever yes that much we do...♡